and when you close your eyes the world disappears
your face melts away along with your fears
you said you would change but that don’t mean shit
forget what I say just go get your fix

tried to fill me with lies
built me up to believe a crime
you gave me a choice to give in or to give out
and either way my heart was filled with doubt

a criminal with a mouth of gold
filled to the brim with bullshit and souls
convincing yourself i was the perfect match
when you never even heard a word I said from the passenger seat
driving around
smoking it down
dropping it off
kickin’ it around

you fucked me in the head
made me feel dead
dried me out of all the shit i had said

but still i fucking miss you
you bastard fuck.
when it was good i felt like a million bucks
but how am I suppose to know what was real and what wasn’t

when everyday and every hour my mind wasn’t there