being terrorized by the thoughts of you.
mesmorized by the words you say.
engulfed in the idea of you.
but there’s nothing left that I can say.

Do you feel me?
Like I feel you?
Can you hear me?
Like I hear you/
Do you fear me?
Like I fear you?
Is this the right thing or just another mistake baby.

Struggling to forget you.
It’s so hard for me to not think of  you.
Going crazy with all the time thats passed.
But I’m constantly locked inside my head.

As you entwine your love into mine.
I can feel myself pulling away.
It’s not natural for me anymore
to want to be smitten by you.
I reject your pulls and regurgetate your memories.
Trying to purge my brain of the past.